- Meredith: I get it, Circle. Okay? I do. I know how fucked it is down there. Like, the - the constant questionable sex shit and the constant ketamine and the fucked-up, like, backwards accountability shit. Like, and I know I'm complicit in that, from being down there, and I'm sorry, I am, but that's - that's the fucking best we can get, as - as trans women, that's the best case scenario. Like the thing about the fucking found-family thing is that it comes with the annoying little sister and the rapey uncle, and all the shit, all the baggage that comes with a real family. And it sucks, but that's what it is. And I'm fucking... what? The-the-the weird, gross cousin? Like I know I'm the clockiest one down there, and I know my vibes are fucking - No, I know my vibes are fucking off. And I know that makes me an outlier down there, but do you know how much worse it is up here, to be on the outside as that off-putting fucking brick? So, I have to be down there. But I was... I felt fucking insane until you showed up. Because you're the only other one that, like, sees how fucked this all is. And so... . maybe you don't need to be there, but I need you there. Just, please.
