I visualized the feeling of being empty-I don't want to be alone with my thoughts because I'm afraid of them-I overthink and don't want to sleep Moments of joy brings me out of numbness but what is joy, what is happiness? I recorded others' thoughts of how they see the relationship between emptiness and happiness-how they can't recognize themselves most days, how they often manufacture their happiness, and how the vulnerability of being one self is so scary A CONVERSATION FROM ROOM 206