And I remember Caleb was the first one to run and kind of just jump on me and hold me. And then Shaoey was right there by him. That meant a ton. I didn't really want to be at the house, I just wanted to be away. And I was just freaking out. I've gotten a stronger faith through all this and more faith through all this. But then there's those days that just hit you, and you're just, like, 'Oh, man, this is just awful.' But you just gotta continue to choose to live. And that's the faith that, that continues to keep me going.
