At 15, it's hard to cope with this oblivion. How can this be? You were given flowers, written letters, praised to the skies and suddenly forgotten, as if you never existed. And those who are stronger get through this period normally. Others break down and start, say, drinking. I won't hide it, I've been there too. I don't envy the young guys who are popular now. They have no idea what's next for them.