Quotes

I had heard that many women in this business come from abusive childhoods which I think is a real shame. I had a really normal childhood, with one sister who is a year younger than me and we always did stuff together. I have no brothers. I did all of the normal things you do while growing up - I was always on a softball team, my Dad was the coach, my Mom was the manager and I won four scholarships for softball. Of course there were some problems, every family is dysfunctional, but I only have happy memories.

I wasn't thrilled with "legitimate movies". I didn't care for the people. They were shallow and didn't care about people's feelings.

I went in to Vivid in '93 knowing exactly what I was willing to do and I never faltered from that. I said, this is it, take it or leave it. They would joke around from time to time, but it was never up for negotiation. I wasn't trying to be a hard-ass, but I was clear that I didn't want people trying to persuade me into something I wasn't ready to do. They always knew that when I was ready I would come to them and that is exactly what I did.

[on her decision to begin working with men] At the time I was coming back into the industry and I knew that I was bored . . . No, bored is a bad word, there is nothing boring about having sex with gorgeous women. I knew that I wanted something more, though. The whole time that I was working with women only I would take a peek at a boy/girl scene and think, "Damn, that looks like fun."

Favorite girls? The first name that comes to mind is Jill Kelly. She has always been at the top of my list. I have always felt that we really connected in our scenes. I just finished Janine Loves Jenna (2007) this year and Jenna is amazing. I can see why she is the queen. She exudes so much. She is smart and sexual. She has the entire package. Jenna and Jill are the no-brainers for me, but there have been so many girls in this business.